I had for several times thought of committing suicide. Maski karon, naghunahuna gihapon ko magpakamatay. Yes, tungod sa love. Yes, educado ko ug naay nindot nga trabaho. Naa koy loving na Family and daghan kog friends. Ako ang pinka joker sa amoa. Akoy tig encourage sa ko mga kauban and people within my circle approach me for advice. I am considered by many to be intelligent. Kaso, there are things na you just cant handle. Love kaayu nako sya, kaso lahi iyang love.
Maybe maka ana mo nga bogo ko, but you do not understand the depths of my emotions. Lahi ra ang kasakit. Beyond anything I have been through.
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At this point, kasabot jud ko sa mga tao ngano niambak siya sa Mactan Bridge, ngano niambak sya sa i2 building, ngano naghikog siya. MAski dili pa nila isulti nag story behind, I know the pain, I know the desire to end the suffering. I just know because I feel it too.